remember the titans

it's sad when people forget. it's more sad when people choose to forget.

but sometimes, people choose to forget to mask the pain they are feeling inside. i myself am guilty of doing that.

though it elates me to go back to memory lane, it pains me to be pulled back in reality and realize that things are different now from what they used to be. but i won't choose to forget anymore, because with not remembering comes the sense of unfamiliarity which drowns away this warm, fuzzy feeling for someone that had meant the world to you. am i making sense? i don't know. this is all crazy.