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Thursday, September 15, 2005
sunny days

i typed a long post early this morning at 1 am plus, then i don't know, blogger's gone bonkers so everything i wrote got deleted. anyway, the bulk of the post was about sundeep. yes i'm writing about him again for the umpteenth time if you've noticed.

i admire the person. he's so 'on' in terms of academics and extra-curricular activities. yet he still finds time for his friends, soccer matches online, and of course, me , haha.

sometimes i wonder why the guy's so smart. i just saw his portfolio recently and i was quite impressed, though i didn't really make it that obvious. he got all A's in his A-levels, except for english where he got a B. but yeps he got an A in French, a language that i'd absolutely want to learn. my CAP is a shame compared to his (ok, compared to everyone else's). but really, he scores way better than i do in tests and exams, considering that we almost always study together especially come exam period. i especially remember the night before our physics final exam in year 1, i was sharing to him last minute tips MY tutor (we had different tutorial groups) also shared to us. i really found the tips very helpful, and i thought i prepared well enough for the exam. then came our results, i got a measly C while he got an A! aaaa! but anyway, i'm happy when he gets good marks. it also motivates me to work harder, because for one i do not want him to feel that he's got a dimwit for a girlfriend.

he stays in kr, which is a very demanding hall if you ask me. (now here is where you correctly guess why i'm now out of kr after staying there for a year.) he's currently kr's takraw captain for the inter-hall games (hope kr wins!), very active in C block happenings, and he goes to virtually all hall activities that require him to come. he makes it vocal that he loves being in kr, and he also shows it.

he's also a very good friend to his friends. we started off as friends remember, and he was there when i so badly needed a listening ear. but he's also good to everyone, so at some point i even considered siaw ling as a potential 'threat' because she's smart and pretty and she's also his good friend. but now not anymore, because..hehe that's another post altogether. he makes it a point to chat with his mauritian friends when he bumps into them. he's also the life of the group, because he always gives very funny and witty remarks. and this i must reiterate, he does have a great sense of humor.

when i'm with him, i also get freebies muahaha. that's what boyfriends are for, right? WRONG. that's just one of the perks of having one. we still have our differences and we do argue, but not anymore as awful as before when i was still uber feisty. now i'm beginning to see the real sundeep, and yes world, i do love him. now i'm beginning to dig the idea of me having exotic-looking kids with a beautiful nose and lovely lashes in the faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar future.

he doesn't really know that i admire him for all these things, because i don't really show it. but, haiz. am i in love, or am i in love? haha, but please God, when will i see the day that he'll get to know you the way i do and love you too?


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