in my previous post i mentioned i've never been really involved in our store. when i'm home, i'm really just home, as in inside our house. i've never even been in our backyard since, wait, i can't even remember when.
i also don't like facing people when i'm at home. i deliberately avoid answering the door when visitors come. when i was younger, i would even hide inside our room until the visitors would go away.
in singapore, i am more thick-skinned, probably because it's essential for survival. i even welcome and usher people in our church before. there i'm more bubbly, vibrant, and outgoing. so for my friends in singapore who think of me as reserved and private, then i don't know what i am here at home. hehe=)
but i think i'm breaking free from my shell now, irregardless of where i am. i've seen some improvement when i'm with my cousins, aunts, and uncles. i mingle with them already. when i was younger, when we had parties i would always, always bring along one sweet valley or goosebumps pocketbook. i thought i'd look 'intelligent' by reading a book while other people chat and have 'fun'. now i realize i probably looked like a dork.
but now i think i already know how to party. there are many things one can learn by being joseph's friend. hahaha=)
i also don't like facing people when i'm at home. i deliberately avoid answering the door when visitors come. when i was younger, i would even hide inside our room until the visitors would go away.
in singapore, i am more thick-skinned, probably because it's essential for survival. i even welcome and usher people in our church before. there i'm more bubbly, vibrant, and outgoing. so for my friends in singapore who think of me as reserved and private, then i don't know what i am here at home. hehe=)
but i think i'm breaking free from my shell now, irregardless of where i am. i've seen some improvement when i'm with my cousins, aunts, and uncles. i mingle with them already. when i was younger, when we had parties i would always, always bring along one sweet valley or goosebumps pocketbook. i thought i'd look 'intelligent' by reading a book while other people chat and have 'fun'. now i realize i probably looked like a dork.
but now i think i already know how to party. there are many things one can learn by being joseph's friend. hahaha=)
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haha at nahuli ako off-guard sa last statement na yun ah! haha di tuloy ako makacomment nang maayos. hehe buti nag-eenjoy ka jan! :D
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