random babblings of the nearly demented

You know what, I need to find a job. I need to keep myself very busy next semester. Very busy such that my life will be bustling with activities and I will forget that Sundeep won't be around anymore. I need to drown myself in CCA's and whatnots. Maybe that will ease the pain of another break-up don't you think? Why is it always like that for me? You meet someone wonderful in your life...you get to be with that person almost everyday such that the person's absence feels weird..and lonely..then bam! You will be separated and you will just have to deal with it because you cannot do anything about it. Life is just like that. For Niel, I was the one who left for Singapore. For Sundeep, he is the one leaving for France. Why must people leave? Why can't things remain as they were? Why are goodbyes painful?

I cope up by making a joke out of myself and my situation.

Beneath that laughter is a broken heart.