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Monday, May 22, 2006
a second serving of crap, s'il vous plait?

Okay, since I don't have any academic stuff to worry about, let me ponder on some petty highschool-ish stuff for now. I want to ban Friendster forever and ever and ever. Coz you see, it is my doorway to what my ex has been up to since we've broken up. You tell yourself you don't care anymore, but you take peek into his profile anyway. It's just plain irresistible. And discover that you are already totally out of his life. Which you tell yourself doesn't matter really, because you are supposed to not care anymore. But you do anyway.

It is NOT because you still love him, which may be possible also, but it's more of being bothered because you have already been replaced. However, you must also give the person some credit for having moved on, just as you have...or thought you have...whatever.

Anyway, he may be feeling the same thing whenever you blog about your new boyfriend, given that he still cares to read your pinkish outburst of thoughts. Or maybe he doesn't bother anymore, and you are the only one trying the walk on a nonexistent bridge that has long since collapsed. Maybe he is already extremely happy with his life without you on the picture.

Maybe he has already forgotten.

Two cents' worth of crap.


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