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Monday, July 31, 2006
World Hip Hop Champions



The Philippine team won in the recently concluded WOrld Hip Hop Competition held in the US.=)

But I'm not sure though if the Philippine Team (as reported by TV Patrol) = UP Street Dance Club. I'll have to check it out first.

Really, when it comes to singing and dancing (and a lot of other things), ANG GALING NG PINOY!


Saturday, July 29, 2006
my first steps as a netpreneur

*Updated*

Internet Marketing. What is it all about? It's only been two months since I got serious in educating myself with what it's really all about, and from what I've gathered so far, it's basically selling and advertising your merchandise or services online. But there are many ways to do this.

When you say you are an internet marketer, it's as generic as saying you are a scientist. So what is your specialization, exactly? Biology, chemistry, phyics? For an internet marketer, do you focus more on pay-per-click advertising, article marketing, newsletter marketing? Do you sell your own products and have your own website, or are you an affiliate marketer, which means you are promoting other people's products and receive a commission when a sale is generated?

I know that the internet is plagued with crooks and their schemes, but there are legitimate ways of earning money and doing business on the internet. Starting a successful and legitimate online business is the same as starting any other business offline, in that it takes time, effort, persistence, discipline, money, and all that jazz.

I was first introduced to pay-per-click advertising. When you type a search in Google (or Yahoo or MSN, etc) on the right side of the screen there's often a column of sponsored links. Those are set-up by the “affiliates”. When someone clicks on the ad and a sale is made (or if the person subscribes to the service), the affiliate is paid a commission (as much as 75%). He is paid for his advertising efforts and for the product exposure. Now, this method of advertising requires lesser effort compared to others, but it takes effort nonetheless and a substantial amount of advertising money. Basically you sign up (FOR FREE) to be an affiliate of a product you want to promote, create an account with Google Adwords or a similar advertising program, research for the best keywords to promote your product, bid for the keywords properly, but what deterred me from using this approach right now is the high cost of advertising in Google. You have to pay whenever someone clicks on the ad, but that is also the way for you to EARN money when the sale is made. So you have to make sure that a) people click on your ad by making it compelling, and b) the clicks convert to a sale if they get enticed by the product's sales page.

You could actually make a living out of this if you know how to do it properly (duh). The good thing is that there are good samaritans out there who are genuine in helping other people who seriously want to get started with this. I know because I've looked around and I'm grateful to have known some of these people. I knew they're the real deal when I emailed them and asked about marketing stuff during the reading period last semester, and they advised me to focus on my upcoming exams first before I get distracted with internet marketing. They also taught me to persevere, learn the ropes first before rushing into anything, because there is no way to have an overnight success in an online business, or any business in general. I've learned a great deal from this members-only forum, from all the technical details on how to get started, running your first Google Adwords campaign, and they have truckloads of encouragement for those who need it. So far this is the best online forum I've been in, and yes, I have looked around. That's why I was very sad to leave (read: unsubscribe) yesterday, the last day before I get charged for next month's subscription fee, because I would be leaving a great bunch of mentors. I left because pay-per-click advertising, which is their specialty, is not for me right now. I found other ways on how to do marketing with free advertising (and not using Google Adwords), which I learned from one of the members of that forum.

That's what I'm working on right now, among other things. But I need to have a clear direction, because I was overwhelmed with ideas on where to go next after my failed attempts at pay-per-click advertising. I joined another what I think is a great membership site, but I'll give it about a month's probation before giving my thorough comments. But so far so good - lots of resources, lots of stuff to facilitate learning, great support..

And the most important thing I learned from my new mentor, Bryan Winters (you can go and Google him), is that with any business venture, there has to exist the elements of desire, persistence, and ultimately seeing things through to the finish. It took him 9 months working several hours a day to reach the point where he was ready to quit his day job and focus on his online business, and now all his hard work has paid off. He is financially free, is able to make his own business decisions, and if it fails - so what? He's not going to fire himself.

However, one of the worst aspects of this internet business experience is that your famiy and friends don't understand what you do and think that you are either doing something

a)illegal
b)immoral
c)unethical
d)a total waste of time
e)all of the above

If I try to explain I'm trying to have an internet business to mainly sell digital information products, I know I'll most likely get a blank look. And I'm not the type who can express myself very well verbally to explain further, which is the primary reason why I'm leveraging on the internet to start a business. Right now I am not in the position to say how exactly it is done, because I am a newbie myself.

Online business is the future here and now…and now is definitely the time to make my mark and be a part of it all (versus being left in the dust). I know I will succeed as long as I have the desire, and put forth the effort. I've never devoured so much reading materials and business tutorials, and never took down notes this much during a summer vacation until now. It's only during this summer vacation at my hometown that I've spent more quality time with our computer than with my pillow at night.

It's not that easy and it takes discipline to do this, but it's exciting and it's a lot of fun learning new things. And of course, in due time, the rewards would come and they will be great. =)

PS

My current baby: www.kgeventures.com - it's floating somewhere and still a major work in progress. Bought the domain but haven't uploaded anything yet.


Thursday, July 27, 2006
NOC - No, Of Course (?)

Last Sunday, I sent MFA this email:

Dear Miss Suhaila Yahya,

Greetings!

I am Korinna Gacal Espinosa, one of the recipients of the Singapore Scholarship from the Philippines of the year 2003 cohort.

I would like to seek advice before applying for NUS Overseas Colleges. I am an incoming Civil Engineering Year 3 student in NUS, and I am interested in applying for the aforementioned programme, whereby participants would do a one-year internship at a start-up company overseas and study part-time at one of the partner universities. The programme is financially neutral, which means students selected for the programme continue to pay regular tuition fees to NUS for the duration of the NOC programme.

If I am selected, I foresee that I would have to do an extra semester or so in order to complete the requirements needed for graduation. As such, I would like to clarify whether my scholarship is still applicable for the extra semesters I would be taking to complete my degree requirements. If my scholarship is tenable for only a maximum of 5 years (1 year bridging course + 4 years of undergraduate course), may I inquire of other options for financial assistance to cover my expenses to complete my undergraduate studies?

Below is the link for more information regarding the NOC programme:

http://www.overseas.nus.edu.sg/NOC/index.htm

Thank you very much for your time and I hope to hear from you soon.

Sincerely,
Korinna Gacal Espinosa
U048673R
Civil Engineering Year 3 (incoming)
National University of Singapore


and got this reply yesterday:

Dear Korinna Gacal Espinosa,

I refer to your email of 23 July 2006.

We had study your request, and we regret to inform you that under the Terms of the Scholarship, we will not be able to pay for your extra semester. While you are welcome to self-fund for the extra semester, we would like to inform you that Singapore Scholars are not allowed to take any loans or tuition grants that bonds you to work in Singapore.

Regards,

Suhaila Yahya (Miss)
Assistant Technical Cooperation Officer
Technical Cooperation Directorate
Ministry of Foreign Affairs
Singapore

DID: (65) 6379-8462
Fax: (65) 6479-3357


After much soul-searching and weighing my alternatives, I have decided that for now it's best to pursue other things instead of going for NOC. It's good to have lofty dreams, but in realizing them one has to get real. Right now I don't have the resources to fork out an additional US$500/month apart from the allowance they give interns, and of course I have to take into account the university fees for the extra semesters I would be taking to complete my graduation requirements if I'd really leave for NOC for a year. Before, I was thinking of going for a tuition grant or MOE loan or whatever, but upon clarifying with MFA I can't go for loans with bonds. And I don't know of any loan without a bond.

Anyway, it's okay. I am still better off now because I took the necessary first steps for NOC supposedly. Even if my destination has changed, I am still on this journey. I have been to places, done worthwhile things, and had memorable experiences that still made my life richer nevertheless.

No, I am not sorry that I'm not going. It may have been a really wonderful opportunity, but I have to accept that it's not for me. I know I have set it as my goal, and initially I was embarrassed that I won't be able to achieve it. But instead of branding myself a failure, I put on my rose-colored glasses and looked at the situation in another perspective.

I have not scrapped my goal altogether, I am just revising it to be attuned to the changing times and circumstances. I would still be able to get my Technopreneurship Minor even if I stay in NUS. I want to be able to graduate on time, and I want to be serious in this internet marketing business that I found along the way in my supposedly NOC journey. This has been keeping me busy lately, because there is a learning curve that I have to conquer, among other things, if I want to succeed.

Looking forward to a brand new semester. I hope I get all the modules that I placed a bid for. =)


Monday, July 24, 2006
read this.

THIS STUPID BLOG IS KILLING ME.

You read my blog and get shocked and feel like a fool. Why is it that out of one in a million years that you get to read my blog, you end up reading the posts that could potentially hurt you? Actually, it is your absence in this stupid blog that gives me the audacity to write things that you may not want to read. You don't care about my blog, about my thoughts, about the emotions that I pour out on this stupid pink blog...so I also don't care whether what I feed my blog with could hurt you...since the possibility of you typing my blog url in your web browser is as probable as the Philippine team winning the FIFA World Cup.

I cannot go on with this rambling lest I suffer from a brain hemmorrhage.


Thursday, July 20, 2006
wala lang.

I've not been posting regularly since I came home. But my silence is actually pregnant with a thousand words. I wanted to share my feelings about *things*, but decided against it for a number of reasons. It's mainly because I was afraid of what other people might think about me, or they might not take me seriously this time. Sometimes I inject sarcasm in my posts with more than what's needed for comic relief (or what I think is)...so I always have this fear that people might misconstrue what I'm really trying to say.

Anyway, I'm going to attend Yaman Awards Night again, just like what I did last year. After this I'm off to the beauty parlor and into my gown. =)


Sunday, July 16, 2006
U Can Dance, They Can Dance Too

So I was surfing the net while the television was entertaining an empty living room. The (relatively) new show U Can Dance, a Pinoy spin-off of America's So U Think U Can Dance is currently on air. I wasn't really minding it until the tv hosts thanked the members of the UP Street Dance Club who just performed, and announced that they will be representing the Philippines to the World Hip Hop Dance Competition.

UP STREET DANCE CLUB and WORLD HIP HOP DANCE COMPETITION is it?!?!

Two people suddenly crossed my mind. JEZRYL and JOEL GIRON! I was half-expecting to see them on the television screen, but of course I didn't.

Some background info for the uninitiated, they are two of the WIN Cainta folks who came over to Singapore to perform in the youth concert I've been talking about. They are also members of UP Street Dance Club, and they were supposed to go to that World Hip Hop Competition in the U.S. too. But they gave that up, because they prioritized going to Singapore to worship God.

Yup, I remember that conversation with Joel very well. We were in the bus from COS to Lavender, and since the bus was super packed and we were standing in front of each other, it gave us an opportunity to have little chit chat. He is just as remarkable as his twin brother. Every time I praise them for their jaw-dropping dancing skills, they would always bring back all the glory and praise to God. Then they'd describe how they worked hard for it, and how their passion for dancing drives them.

He mentioned that they were supposed to go abroad twice this month. First in Singapore for the youth concert, then in the US for the competition. (YES, THEY ARE THAT GOOD. In fact, they already went last year and it's their second time to join supposedly). But since the practice for the youth concert became very damanding, they couldn't squeeze the preparations for the competition in their schedule anymore, so they told their teammates that they'd give it a pass this time. When I expressed my amazement for their sacrifice, he said "Siyempre, ministry 'to eh."

And now I realized the fuller (?) gravity of what they did : giving up all the other perks of joining that competition, such as guesting in a dance show in the number one television network in the Philippines (I'm a Kapamilya okay).

I am really glad to have met them, especially Jez. (I'm not the only one among the WYLDFIRE girls whose heart flutters at his sight hehehehe). He is very friendly and easy to talk to, and he redefined the words "passion" and "worship" for me. Every time I'd tell him how I think I screwed up in the dance practice, he'd remind me that instead of thinking about dancing as performing for other people, think of it as an act of worship to God, so that even if I screw up in the eyes of people but my heart gave my best to God, my sole audience would still be pleased.

I feel tremendously blessed for having been given the opportunity to get to know the WIn Cainta Youth, and I'm really looking forward to that day when I'll get to meet them again. When I'll get to meet him again.


Saturday, July 08, 2006
WIN THE NXT

I am inviting EVERYONE to our YOUTH CONCERT this Sunday at Church of Singapore. We just had our first full rehearsal with the youth from WIN Cainta, and I must say they are a bunch of super talented individuals that's why I'm so thrilled to invite you all. I know you will really enjoy the show.

Please do come people...we've put in sweat, tears, blood, and sprained ankles for this one. Honestly, before coming to practice today, I was battling with my attitude because I was really sick of practicing already...yet among us, I have the LEAST dance numbers to practice for. Whoa shame on me.

I was really intimidated and a bit demoralized when I saw the youths from WIN Cainta strut their stuff...made me wonder what on earth was my business onstage. But what the heck, I mustn't lose my focus. I am doing this for Jesus, even though I look foolish at times when I forget the dance steps and ruin the choreography. But rest assured, when I dance for this concert I'm doing my best already...whether it's apparent or not.

I'm so excited people. Woohoo.=)

Okay, so guys please mark your calendars already. Our WIN THE NXT concert is this Sunday, 2:30pm at Church of Singapore Marine Parade.

To get there, if you're coming from:

PAYA LEBAR MRT-Go to EXIT B, at Paya Lebar Rd. Bus stop (B02) take BUS NOS: 76 or 135. Alight at the 6th bus stop (opp. Parkway Parade)

ORCHARD ROAD-You can take BUS NO: 36 (the fastest frm this place) from bus stops: TANG PLAZA, OPP. MANDARIN HOTEL, MERIDIEN HOTEL, & DHOBY GHAUT STN. Alight OPP. PARKWAY PARADE.

WEST SIDE-Take BUS NO. 966


See you there!=)



the grin

Can anybody help me wipe this grin off my face?=)

If your name is Jezryl, you can't help me thankyouverymuch.


Wednesday, July 05, 2006
...

I want to go home. Now.


Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Good night world, and I mean it.

I am just so happy since this morning. I don't know why exactly, it's just that I feel rich and contented and joyful and I just want to thank God for my life. And now, as I'm about to sleep, here's today's Bible verse, and it's just fitting.


Passage Isaiah 63:7:
Praise for Deliverance

7I will tell of the LORD's unfailing love. I will praise the LORD for all he has done. I will rejoice in his great goodness to Israel, which he has granted according to his mercy and love.



Monday, July 03, 2006
=p

Happy Birthday Maybeline!!!

Our very own Sandara Park hehe=) Stay as pretty and as sweet as you are=)


Aceh v.1

Okay, enough. I spent over an hour already reading other people's blogs about their experiences in Fajar Hidayah (and I came here at the computer centre supposedly with another mission in mind). Four other teams came before us, I think...and it was interesting seeing the older photos. I am dying to get my own copy of our photos, really.

So there is this kampung boy in Aceh who melted my heart to smitherins and made me yearn for impossibilities: first, for all the different world religions to be abolished and for the world to have just one unified faith (because he is a Muslim and I am a Christian); and second, for me to become seven years younger. What the fish.

But see, there is too much competition for his attention because almost all female volunteers fell for his charm, even for those who came before us. I've been reading this girl's blog who went to Aceh a year ago I think, and she is claiming Yazid (yes, the name of the magical boy) to be hers. Well, this is my blog so I'll go claim Yazid as mine too. He is my Bekam (short for "Bebek Kampung", which means village duck, because of his amazing talent of imitating the voice of Donald Duck).

If there is really love at first sight, I think I know what it means now...OKAY I MUST SHUT UP NOW AND MOVE ON TO MORE SENSIBLE THINGS.

So let me start over again, can? My two weeks in Aceh is the highlight of my summer, and is probably the best two consecutive weeks of my life so far. But honestly, for the first two days of my stay there, I was already dying to go home. EVERYTHING IS JUST SO DIFFERENT. I was the only non-Singaporean in our team, and I was the only non-Muslim everywhere we went. Even in the language department, I was the only one that differed. My so-called conversation with the locals could rarely get past "Nama saya Korinna. Um, nama? (while pointing to the person I'm talking to)". That's my attempt at saying my name in Bahasa Indonesia and trying to ask the other party's name.

As if the language barrier is not enough, it is even compounded by my having to adapt to a different culture and living conditions. Every house or building I go to, I must remove my footwear even if the floor is quite muddy; and I must cover up (read: long pants and long-sleeved top plus tudong, the Muslim headgear for girls) even if the place is as tropical as it can be and it feels sticky and humid. And let's not fail to mention the prison food; the battalion of mosquitoes; the rusty water if there is any; the regular blackouts; the cold, hard floor to sleep in and the subsequent back aches; and worst of all, I stunk a lot that time. I vividly remember asking God 25,000 times for those first two days what the heck I was doing there, and asking Him to please take me back home...and imagining being in a chopper going back to Sinagpore ahead of the group...haha. I sms-ed Ivy my woes, because I thought it wouldn't be wise to sms my parents because I would just make them worry even more. I also sms-ed Kuya Martin for strength and clarification about some stuff about Jesus, because my newfound Muslim friends and I were having a friendly discussion about our respective faiths.

Those were the first two days, I felt horrible. But I tried to act mature and tried to discover my purpose of being there. God is so faithful and He never, not even once, left my side. After surrendering my worries and woes and everything to Him, I was able to make the rest of my stay the best of my summer.

This post is too long already and I still have other stuff to do. Haha I foresee that a bulk of my subsequent posts will still be about my Aceh trip. Because of those kids. And my amazing team mates who gave me a very warm welcome in their group despite our differences. (Oh, suddenly I remember this adage about not seeing eye-to-eye but working hand-in-hand. Just fitting.)

They shall be in my heart forever.


fajar hidayah

i miss the kids. i miss the kids. i miss the kids. i miss the kids. i miss the kids.

i found this video in youtube. these folks came before us. i was really excited to see the same mosque backdrop in the thumbnail of the video. they visited the same boarding school we visited. they visited THOSE SAME KIDS I AM MISSING RIGHT NOW.

i shall make a proper post tomorrow.



i can't wait for our own photos and videos to be uploaded. if there is one thing i truly, madly, deeply regret in embarking on the aceh trip, it is my NOT HAVING A CAMERA. =(


Sunday, July 02, 2006
i nongkrong while learning bahasa bebek

I'M BACK! DID ANYONE MISS ME???=p

whatever.

Anyway, I have 49,352 stories to tell...but I'm currently down with flu.

But I'll be okay. God, please. I still need to catch up on our youth concert dance steps!